The purpose of my soundtracks

 We all have favorite songs, those that we like and best express our 
emotions or feelings about a certain situation or person. Sometimes
we hear songs that you yourself would have written if someone hadn't 
beaten you to the punch. Below is a collection of songs that I would 
use to express certain areas or times of my life.


My Life:

If I were to die, I would wish for the following to be played at my funeral.
1.What's This Life For- Creed This song embodies the struggle every person goes through about love, God, and the reason for living. I consider Scott Stapp, the leader singer of Creed, a prophet for our generation which is tired of religion and seeks true spirituality. I would want this song played at my service, to remind people what this life is really for. 2.Make Me An Instrument- A Raggamuffin Band Based on some of the writtings of St. Francis Assisi, this song is my prayer that I die to self so that the Lord can touch the life of others through me. I can only hope that I honored the Lord that way upon my death. 3.This Is My Destiny- Dennis Jernigan Sometimes we ask why certain things happen and what's the reason for life. This song reminds me of such things.

Freshman year 1999- Junior 2001:

Growing Pains of Jen

1.Interstate Love Song- Stone Temple Pilots

2.Beautiful- Creed
3.Better Man- Pearl Jam 4.Everything You Want- Vertical Horizon 5.Love Like- Steve Manuel 6.Torn- Natalie Imbruglia 7.Trust Me...I Know- Dennis Jernigan

Summer of Elle.

A tribute to a special woman.

1.Love At First Sight- Kylie Minogue 
"Everything went from wrong to right and the stars came out 
filled up the sky, music you were playing really blew my mind...
it was love at first sight." 

2.Amber- 311
"Launched a thousand ships in my heart."

3.Heaven- DJ Sammy
"Once in your life you will find someone, who will turn your
world around; pick you up when you are feeling down."

4.It's Your Love- Tim McGraw
"Better than I was, more than I am. All this happened, by 
taking your hand."

5.Secret Garden- Bruce Springstein
"She'd let your in her house, if you come knocking late 
at night."

6.Iris- Goo Goo Dolls
"And I don't want the world to see me, cause I don't think
that they'd understand."

7.Days Go By- Dirty Vegas
"Your still a whisper on my lips.... feeling as if I have
been cursed; bitter cold within. Days go by and still I think
of you."

8.Screaming Infidelities- Dashboard Confessionals
"As for now I am going to hear the saddest songs and sit alone &
wonder how you are making out."

9.Best I Ever Had- Verticle Horizon
"So you stole my world, now I am just a phoney. Remembering the 
girl leaves me down and lonely."

10.Walking Away- Craig David
"I thought you realize, that I am not like those other guys."

11.Walk On- U2
"I know it aches and your heart it breaks, you can only take
so much."

12.Faith- Jason Upton
"I am learning to trust that it's not you that hurt me, I am
learning to believe that is not you who deserted me... I am 
believing that you have a plan for me."

13.Surely Goodness & Mercy- Vineyard Worship
"Surely goodness and mercy will follow me, all the days of my
life."

The Aftermath of Elle.
1.Love Like- Steve Manuel “He says he don’t know love, he’s only been a victim.” 2.First Cut is the Deepest- Cat Stevens “There is someone who has torn me apart, she has taken almost all that I got." 3.Stuck in a Moment- U2 "Who've got to get yourself together, you got stuck in moment and you can't get out of it." 4.Back To You- John Mayer "I try to forget you, I try to stay away but its too late. Over you, I am never over you, there is something about you. It's just the way you move; the way you move me." 5.White Flag- Dido "And when we meet, which I am sure we will. All that was there, will be there still. I'll let it pass and hold me tongue and you will think that I've moved on." 6.Better Man- Pearl Jam "She lies and says she is in love with him..." 7.Cry Me a River- Justin Timberlake "You took a chance, made other plans. I bet you didn't think they would come crashing down... Bridges were burned, now it's your turn to cry." 7.Rest in Pieces- Saliva "Would you find it in your heart, to make this go away and let me rest in pieces." 8.Don't Wanna Try- Frankie J "I can't believe you had the nerve to say the things you said, they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship." 9.Survior- Destiny's Child "I am not going to compromise my Christianity." 10.I Will Survive- Cake "I spent so many nights thinking about how you done me wrong." 11.F--k It- Eamon "See I don't know why I liked you so much, I gave you all of my trust. I told you I loved you. Now that's all down the drain, you put me through pain." 13.Break My Fall- Plankeye "Not my love she said, so break my fall today. I lack the strength it takes. To be invincible from the earthly tore. So many falls to break, to show me what it take, to be unmovable when my spirit shakes." 14.My Immortal- Evanescence "Your face it haunts... these wounds won't seem to heal... I tried so hard to tell myself that you are gone." 15. Trust Me...I Know- Dennis Jernigan

Sarah

September 2004

1.Hero- Enrique Iglesias
“I can kiss away the pain.”

2.Get to Me- Train
“I look around what I got, without you it ain't alot." 

3.Have a Little Faith in Me- Mandy Moore
"Give these loving arms a try."

4.She Will Be Loved- Maroon 5
"And she will be loved, She will be loved. Tap on my window knock 
on my door I want to make you feel beautiful. I know I tend to 
get so insecure, it doesn't matter anymore."

5.I Believe in a Thing Called Love- The Darkness
“Can't explain all the feelings you are making me feel." 

6.Some Kind of Miracle- Kelly Clarkson

7.Float On- Modest Mouse
“We will all float on." 

8.Now and Forever- Richard Marx
“There is someone who has torn me apart, she has taken 
almost all that I got." 

9.Comfortable- John Mayer
"Can't remember what went wrong last September, but I am 
sure you'll remind me if you had to. Our love was so comfortable 
and so broken in."

10.Don't Dream it's Over- Sixpence None the Richer
“They come to build a wall between us." 

11.Fallen- Sarah McLachlan
“Truth be told I tried my best, somewhere along the way 
I got caught up in all that there was to offer." 

12.Why Me- Kris Kristofferson 
“My soul is in your hands." 

13.Glory Defined- Building 429
“You've given me hope for tomorrow."